Author: laddertipper
Posted: Mon Sep 05, 2011 8:18 am
Romeo is right. You are a warrior. What a relief it is to hear that someone is getting to the other side. I just read what you wrote to my husband to show him how insane this really can be. You hung in there, though, and you did not give up, and if you can do that, well, think of all the other stuff you can do!!!
It should only keep getting better from here on out, especially now that you are getting some sleep. You may have bad days, but then you’ll start have more and more very good days in a row.
The thing about the contacts really surprised me, because I do wear contacts and have had somewhat the same experience. On a decently high dose of Sub, if I fell asleep in my contacts, I’d wake up with them plastered to my eyeballs. And my eyes always seemed to get so damn red too, which pissed me off. This is absolutely getting better. In fact, I slept in the suckers last night and they are not all dry and nasty! Amazing! I can only hope it gets better from here on out and my eyes will be just blue and white again and not blue n’ white n’ red, lol.
You’re an inspiration. Keep posting!
laddertipper
