Author: IBenThere2
Posted: Mon Jul 11, 2011 1:56 pm
Thank you hatmaker510 for your understanding and putting things to reason,I have calmed down from my element of surprise,as for laddertipper I can understand your attack to defend due to your key element in the continuation of the off topic conversations,As I did briefly explain I had computer problems in the mean time,Oh well,it came it went its over,like my past drug & alcohol use its in the past now and its all good I think what is best so that this topic does not take another turn for the worst is I will start a new one so others that read into it don’t get miss-led because there is too much of a gap between where I want to continue and where I started,But i would like for others that may experience or that may have experienced what the rest of the story is/was and share that in the hopes that it can help folks to have an idea of what to possibly expect god forbid this ever happens to you or them or me again.I am not experienced with how forums operate I am new to this so my eyes are open to anything that can happen now,I did with common knowledge think that there will be negatives and positives and definitely realize that there will be alternatives in different folks thoughts and that’s why I came here to share my experience and Learn from others and use some of their ideas and tools so to speak,I am eager to share my experience and thoughts because I do believe I can help to "Plant the Seed" so to speak in the helping of someone,As I shared in my opening about myself I do have 40 years in daily drinking and drugging and 13yrs sober from drinking and 4 years off the drugs with suboxone as my lifeline so to speak,Thanks for listening and I do try to re-frame from any personal attacks,I don’t believe I made any but maybe I opened a blind eye to being accountable and responsible for one’s actions versus justifying and throwing blame on another,Ill start a new thread if you want to hatmaker510 you can delete this one,Thanks again for understanding.IBenThere2