Author: jonathanm1978
Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 5:30 am
| finallyachance wrote: |
| I honestly am so tired of relapsing I don’t see myself taking the risk. I am on methadone which is a bit more worrisome because of clinic bullshit and etc…But I have done it all and failed time after time after time. I know at almost 50 years of age I do not have a lot of relapse left if any. Methadone in a big sense is my insurance policy to living with reasonable consequences in a matter of ways. I know abstinence would be great and even suboxone would be better but unable and failing at both those I will settle with methadone when in compared to my other choice. |
I’ve found that my family has been my saving grace through it..
When I look at the alternatives to Suboxone and my treatment/recovery…there is no other choice or option for me.
Going back down that path of destruction and devastation isn’t even in the same category for me as failure…it just isn’t there.
