Author: amber4.14.11
Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2012 11:20 pm
so back to work I went this morning………
I woke up two hours earlier than planned…tried to fall back asleep in the ez chair like normal…but i was a bit anxious about going back to work…
I dont know why. Im doing really well, I get along with everyone, they all think Im halarious. My boss never laughs, but he likes my work. and in construction, thats all that matters….thankfully
I REALLY missed my son today though. All those days I got to snuggle in the blankets with him and watch cartoons for two hours upon waking up was sorely missed today, even called home twice to talk to him. and hes just 3 so you can pretty much figure how much he ‘talks’ on the phone. he did tell me he loved me, and thats all I needed…..
I had to start a ‘feelings’ journal for my therapist,,,for our apt on friday. I looked at it today at lunch, it was completely BLANK……yep……so I started filling some stuff out. Im not too sure im good at nameing my feelings. but thats probably the point. so I have 2 sentences in it. Lets hope I have some more thoughts by friday!!!
thats about it for today…..I was ‘feeling’ grateful alot today….
that I still have my son in my life, and my few friends and family members that
support me. I almost lost all of that………………
